Sunday, November 16, 2025

Just Added the 122nd & 123rd Countries Reading My Blog & Updated the Other Countries' Category

 

Readers Around the World

  

I want to say hello to everyone around the world reading my blog! Readers from Trinidad & Tobago and Barbados are the latest. It is the 122nd and 123rd countries on the list! Welcome!

Great to have all of you along on the journey!


The OTHER category is for all countries not specifically listed in the database for this blog but still counted. I'm giving those a prominent spot at the top of the list with the number of pageviews as of the day I post this entry. Plus, I've included you in the number of countries with the plus sign: 123+.

Here's a complete list of the countries where my blog is being read:
  • Other - not listed in the database by name
    • 13,400 pageviews as of 16 November 2025
  • United States
  • Poland
  • Ukraine
  • France
  • Turkey
  • Germany
  • Denmark
  • China
  • Russia
  • United Kingdom
  • Spain
  • Netherlands
  • Belgium
  • Romania
  • Taiwan
  • Saudi Arabia
  • Italy
  • Canada
  • Brazil
  • Indonesia
  • Mexico
  • Vietnam
  • Thailand
  • Colombia
  • Austria
  • Macau
  • Ireland
  • India
  • Singapore
  • Moldova
  • Pakistan
  • Netherlands Antilles
  • South Africa
  • Philippines
  • Czech Republic
  • Finland
  • Malaysia
  • Kenya
  • Australia
  • Estonia
  • Japan
  • United Arab Emirates
  • Greece
  • Nepal
  • Bangladesh
  • Switzerland
  • Hungary
  • Portugal
  • Slovenia
  • Bulgaria
  • Israel
  • Mongolia
  • Puerto Rico
  • Iraq
  • Latvia
  • Serbia
  • Sweden
  • Georgia
  • Azerbaijan
  • Iceland
  • Croatia
  • Egypt
  • Algeria
  • Turkmenistan
  • Cyprus
  • South Korea
  • Ecuador
  • Kenya
  • Ethiopia
  • Kazakhstan
  • Armenia
  • Morocco
  • Uzbekistan
  • Madagascar
  • Belarus
  • Mozambique
  • Albania
  • Haiti
  • Zimbabwe
  • Uruguay
  • Fiji
  • Afghanistan
  • Guinea
  • Panama
  • Hong Kong
  • Venezuela
  • Sweden
  • Argentina
  • Ecuador
  • Chile
  • Paraguay
  • Dominican Republic
  • Trininad & Tobago
  • Botswana
  • Algeria
  • Peru
  • Tunisia
  • Kuwait
  • Bahrain
  • Costa Rica
  • Kyrgyzstan
  • Bosnia & Herzegovina
  • Bolivia
  • Angola
  • Western Sahara
  • Gabon
  • Oman
  • Côte ďlvoire
  • Sri Lanka
  • Guatemala
  • Senegal
  • Brunei
  • Honduras
  • St. Kitts & Nevis
  • Congo - Brazzaville
  • Côte ďlvoire
  • Bhutan
  • Jordan
  • Guyana
  • Palestine
  • Trinidad & Tobago
  • Barbados

 

Friday, November 14, 2025

Updating All Of My Books - The First One Is Finished!

  



Updating All Of My Books

BEATRICE: Book I of the Alban Saga
is done!


I’ve been writing books since 2013. Since then, I've learned a great deal about writing and storytelling! That’s why I’m going back and reworking all of my books. The first one, BEATRICE, is finished and can be ordered on any Amazon site across the world. It is a fantasy-mystery-thriller that takes place in present-day Scotland and incorporates a lot of actual Scottish history as well as many real sites and locations around Scotland.


If you decide you want a copy, it’s available now in the U. S. If you live outside the U.S., I recommend waiting until the beginning of December to ensure you receive the latest version.


I’ll let you know on my blog when I finish reworking my other books and they’re available. So, stay tuned!



Below, I’ve included the first chapter of
Beatrice!


Chapter 1

1 June 2006

 

 

 

 Ewan’s family name was Bauman, and their mansion near Edinburgh was completed in its current state around 1719 with the first buildings showing up on the land as early as 1430. It was originally owned and built by a wealthy landowner named Findlay but passed through the hands of at least six other families before the Bauman’s purchased it in the mid eighteen-hundreds.

 

The estate stood on five thousand acres of emerald green land, and in his mind, Ewan could still see it as it had been when he was growing up. He remembered the huge oak trees with immense branches spreading out around their home as well as the beautiful grounds and gardens, and he could easily recall the feel of the mansion’s Gothic architecture. It had at least eight tall chimneys etched along its roofline, with windows and gables that were laced with strangely beautiful ornamental designs and long vines of ivy that reached up from the ground, clinging magically to the outer walls. At the back of the manor, climbing up into the clouds, was a huge battlement tower. As a young boy, Ewan would go there and view the countryside and pretend to defend his family’s honor, fighting off the Vikings or whomever he imagined was attacking his home.

 

Inside, on the ground level, there were two dining areas. One, which his family had used most often, was small and cozy and located near the kitchen. Another was much larger and only utilized on special occasions. There was also a sitting room, a library, and a formal reception room.

 

Upstairs were various smaller rooms, some of which he had never entered. Several were simply for storage, but others were guest bedrooms, and, of course, there was Fiona’s room. She was his older sister by three years and much taller than he when he was younger. Many people said that Fiona was an exact replica of their mum, but he had always seen them as being very different. His mum was ordered, and you really couldn’t say that she had much of an artistic side. Fiona on the other hand had a very creative mind and the ability to tell a great story. She was wickedly intelligent, and as siblings they fought now and again, but they had also enjoyed many happy times together.

 

His mum’s room was also upstairs. Her name was Elizabeth, and Ewan had countless memories of sitting on her bed having long talks. She was a solid and loving person and had a look about her that was very striking. Her hair was auburn and extremely thick, and she was lean and graceful with one of those faces that never seemed to age. As she got older, her quick mind and bright smile remained, and she always took the time to listen to both of her children. With Ewan, it was usually something about history; with Fiona, she would patiently listen and comment on her most recent story. Their mum was the rock that held their family together, and they were very proud of her.

 

Mary McClellan also had her room upstairs. She was the family’s live-in housekeeper and, though not a blood relative, was considered by all of them to be a member of the family. She had never married or had children of her own and had been with them ever since Ewan’s parents had first occupied the mansion. Mary was incredibly good at everything she did, and she was also very beautiful, causing Ewan to have a perpetual crush on her. She had long black hair, slightly darker skin than most people in Scotland, and her eyes were almost magical. He could remember kidding her that they changed color depending on her mood or what she wore. Mostly, though, he remembered them sparkle when she smiled and looked at him.

 

As a young boy, Ewan loved every part of their old mansion, but there were three places in particular where he had spent most of his time. One, of course, was his room, but even more than there, he enjoyed a storage room located on the way up to the battlement tower. It had many old relics and an antiquated stairway. Whenever he was there, it was the place where he could sense his ancestors the most and would sometimes sit and read their diaries or letters, look at the old furniture, and dream of how it must have been to live there more than two hundred years in the past. Then from there, he would often take the old staircase all the way up to the battlement tower itself. It was the highest part of their mansion—a spot where he could look out across the world, and, with his imagination firing, see it as it used to be and dream.

 

The second place that he enjoyed investigating was the cellar beneath the manor. Mary used part of it as a pantry because she could enter it easily from a staircase off the kitchen. The temperature was cool enough there to store some perishables. At one time in the distant past, it had also been used as the servant’s quarters. There was a second staircase to the cellar that spiraled down near a back entry. It was located there so that visitors arriving at the mansion wouldn’t be able to watch the servants go in and out, performing their chores and duties. This entry was also used by them so that they could leave their dirty shoes or clothing behind and then go down to their quarters. The cellar had very little natural light, but as with the room under the tower, it was now used basically for storage and had many antiques and historical artifacts scattered about the rooms. If Ewan felt like going into the dark to explore, the cellar provided many hours of entertainment. He enjoyed it, but it was also a bit haunting. Fiona thought he was crazy to go down there, but he loved it.

 

The entire estate was located outside of Edinburgh with the nearest neighbor at least five kilometers away. The lane entering the property undulated and wound its way across the land from the main highway to the doorstep of the mansion. Ewan, his mum, and his sister all felt incredibly lucky to live where they did. It was quiet and beautiful but also a remarkably fun place to share with friends. Both he and his sister had their mates over often, playing games inside and outside the mansion and eating the delicious food that Mary provided.

 

Ewan’s father, before his death, had come from a long line of Scottish nobles. His name was also Ewan. The family had “old money,” but his father had still worked and earned a substantial living in the real-estate business. He had passed away from a stroke when Ewan was only five, causing him to have very few real memories of him except for what his mum had shared over the years. One thing that Ewan was always very proud of, though, was that his father and mum had decided to give him the same name. She had told him later that he had looked so much like his father that, without a doubt, he had to be another “Ewan.”

 

After his father’s death, his mum could have stayed home, but she needed to stay busy. An MSP in their district named Fraser Bruce had recently passed away, and his family had encouraged her to run for his position in parliament. They felt that Fraser would have been very pleased. It took awhile to decide, but she finally agreed and was elected. She enjoyed the work, and it helped her get through a very difficult time.

 

Because Elizabeth was gone so much, sometimes days on end, Mary ended up being not only the housekeeper but also the nanny and a very close friend to both Ewan and Fiona. She was incredibly well organized and efficient. She took care of their large mansion, made sure that the two children were fed properly, and took them everywhere that they needed to go. She played with them, laughed, and loved them. They loved her as well, and Elizabeth couldn’t have managed without her.

 

When their mum was home, they had great fun together. She told Fiona and Ewan all about what she had been doing, and they in turn inundated her with stories from their daily lives at school, various escapades they’d had with their friends, and the many real and imagined adventures that the two of them conjured up around their estate. They also loved to play cards and just be together and chat. Mary even joined in on the fun when she could. Their father was no longer with them, but the three of them were a happy family.

 

Ewan was now thirty-six years old. Many years had passed since his childhood. However, he was still close to his mum and Fiona, though he didn’t see either of them nearly often enough. All of them had left the mansion after his eighteenth birthday and were living in different cities. The mansion now sat on their estate with only the groundskeeper and housekeeper living there. His mum had thought about selling it but just hadn’t been able to let it go. She was retired now and had a home in Edinburgh. Fiona was married and lived with her husband, Doug, and her son, Brendan, in the far northern part of Scotland in Inverness.

 

Ewan had left as well and lived in Oban, which was located west of Edinburgh on the coast. He had been working for a distillery there for about sixteen years and enjoyed his work. Doing something that was still a part of his Scottish heritage, something that had a history to it, was very important to him. He had never married but had a good life and was content.

 

He hadn’t thought much about the family mansion or what had happened there for some time, but he had recently traveled to Edinburgh for a Bauman family reunion. Being there had inevitably brought up old feelings and memories he thought were buried. Obviously, they were still with him.

 

Since the reunion, he could not stop thinking about his old home and that time in his life, and a very strong need began welling up inside. Something called to him, and he had to try to understand what had happened on his eighteenth birthday as well as during the year that preceded it. His memory of that period, for some inexplicable reason, had almost entirely been erased. Some moments he could remember very clearly, but others were hidden as if he was looking at them through a haze. He could see the shadows, but the substance was gone, and he felt a pervasive and pressing desire to dig it all up and look at it from the distance that time allowed. He needed to understand and couldn’t ignore it any longer. He simply had to know.



Thursday, November 6, 2025

Just Added the 118th, 119th, 120th, & 121st Countries Reading My Blog & Updated the Other Countries' Category

 


Readers Around the World

  

I want to say hello to everyone around the world reading my blog! Readers from Bhutan, Jordan, Guyana, & Palestine are the latest. They are the 118th, 119th, 120th, & 121st countries on the list! Welcome!

Great to have all of you along on the journey!


The OTHER category is for all countries not specifically listed in the database for this blog but still counted. I'm giving those a prominent spot at the top of the list with the number of pageviews as of the day I post this entry. Plus, I've included you in the number of countries with the plus sign: 121+.

Here's a complete list of the countries where my blog is being read:
  • Other - not listed in the database by name
    • 12800 pageviews as of 9 November 2025
  • United States
  • Poland
  • Ukraine
  • France
  • Turkey
  • Germany
  • Denmark
  • China
  • Russia
  • United Kingdom
  • Spain
  • Netherlands
  • Belgium
  • Romania
  • Taiwan
  • Saudi Arabia
  • Italy
  • Canada
  • Brazil
  • Indonesia
  • Mexico
  • Vietnam
  • Thailand
  • Colombia
  • Austria
  • Macau
  • Ireland
  • India
  • Singapore
  • Moldova
  • Pakistan
  • Netherlands Antilles
  • South Africa
  • Philippines
  • Czech Republic
  • Finland
  • Malaysia
  • Kenya
  • Australia
  • Estonia
  • Japan
  • United Arab Emirates
  • Greece
  • Nepal
  • Bangladesh
  • Switzerland
  • Hungary
  • Portugal
  • Slovenia
  • Bulgaria
  • Israel
  • Mongolia
  • Puerto Rico
  • Iraq
  • Latvia
  • Serbia
  • Sweden
  • Georgia
  • Azerbaijan
  • Iceland
  • Croatia
  • Egypt
  • Algeria
  • Turkmenistan
  • Cyprus
  • South Korea
  • Ecuador
  • Kenya
  • Ethiopia
  • Kazakhstan
  • Armenia
  • Morocco
  • Uzbekistan
  • Madagascar
  • Belarus
  • Mozambique
  • Albania
  • Haiti
  • Zimbabwe
  • Uruguay
  • Fiji
  • Afghanistan
  • Guinea
  • Panama
  • Hong Kong
  • Venezuela
  • Sweden
  • Argentina
  • Ecuador
  • Chile
  • Paraguay
  • Dominican Republic
  • Trininad & Tobago
  • Botswana
  • Algeria
  • Peru
  • Tunisia
  • Kuwait
  • Bahrain
  • Costa Rica
  • Kyrgyzstan
  • Bosnia & Herzegovina
  • Bolivia
  • Angola
  • Western Sahara
  • Gabon
  • Oman
  • Côte ďlvoire
  • Sri Lanka
  • Guatemala
  • Senegal
  • Brunei
  • Honduras
  • St. Kitts & Nevis
  • Congo - Brazzaville
  • Côte ďlvoire
  • Bhutan
  • Jordan
  • Guyana
  • Palestine

 

Wednesday, November 5, 2025

VORTEX: Book III of the Alban Saga — NEW REVIEW!

    

Image: "Vortex bw" by ahisgett is licensed under CC by 2.0


Here’s a new review that I just received on Amazon for my new book!

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 

This is a very creative, surprising story!

I have enjoyed all three books in this series. This one could have been very predictiable but Bob Stegner surprised me with a creative and very satisfying ending. I do wish it wasn’t the end, though, the story could continue and that would make me very happy!

 

Sunday, November 2, 2025

Just Added the 116th & 117th Country Reading My Blog & Updated the Other Countries' Category

    

Readers Around the World

  

I want to say hello to everyone around the world reading my blog! Readers from Congo - Brazzaville & Côte ďlvoire are the latest. They are the 116th & 117th countries on the list! Welcome!

Great to have all of you along on the journey!


The OTHER category is for all countries not specifically listed in the database for this blog but still counted. I'm giving those a prominent spot at the top of the list with the number of pageviews as of the day I post this entry. Plus, I've included you in the number of countries with the plus sign: 117+.

Here's a complete list of the countries where my blog is being read:
  • Other - not listed in the database by name
    • 12500 pageviews as of 2 November 2025
  • United States
  • Poland
  • Ukraine
  • France
  • Turkey
  • Germany
  • Denmark
  • China
  • Russia
  • United Kingdom
  • Spain
  • Netherlands
  • Belgium
  • Romania
  • Taiwan
  • Saudi Arabia
  • Italy
  • Canada
  • Brazil
  • Indonesia
  • Mexico
  • Vietnam
  • Thailand
  • Colombia
  • Austria
  • Macau
  • Ireland
  • India
  • Singapore
  • Moldova
  • Pakistan
  • Netherlands Antilles
  • South Africa
  • Philippines
  • Czech Republic
  • Finland
  • Malaysia
  • Kenya
  • Australia
  • Estonia
  • Japan
  • United Arab Emirates
  • Greece
  • Nepal
  • Bangladesh
  • Switzerland
  • Hungary
  • Portugal
  • Slovenia
  • Bulgaria
  • Israel
  • Mongolia
  • Puerto Rico
  • Iraq
  • Latvia
  • Serbia
  • Sweden
  • Georgia
  • Azerbaijan
  • Iceland
  • Croatia
  • Egypt
  • Algeria
  • Turkmenistan
  • Cyprus
  • South Korea
  • Ecuador
  • Kenya
  • Ethiopia
  • Kazakhstan
  • Armenia
  • Morocco
  • Uzbekistan
  • Madagascar
  • Belarus
  • Mozambique
  • Albania
  • Haiti
  • Zimbabwe
  • Uruguay
  • Fiji
  • Afghanistan
  • Guinea
  • Panama
  • Hong Kong
  • Venezuela
  • Sweden
  • Argentina
  • Ecuador
  • Chile
  • Paraguay
  • Dominican Republic
  • Trininad & Tobago
  • Botswana
  • Algeria
  • Peru
  • Tunisia
  • Kuwait
  • Bahrain
  • Costa Rica
  • Kyrgyzstan
  • Bosnia & Herzegovina
  • Bolivia
  • Angola
  • Western Sahara
  • Gabon
  • Oman
  • Côte ďlvoire
  • Sri Lanka
  • Guatemala
  • Senegal
  • Brunei
  • Honduras
  • St. Kitts & Nevis
  • Congo - Brazzaville
  • Côte ďlvoire

 

Monday, October 27, 2025

VORTEX: Book III of the Alban Saga — NEW REVIEW!

   

Image: "Vortex bw" by ahisgett is licensed under CC by 2.0


Here’s a new review that I just received via email for my new book!

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ 

I just finished reading Vortex, the third book in the Alban Saga by Bob Stegner. Anyone who enjoys mind bending fantasy adventures based in the present and long ago times (accessed by time travel) will love this book and the previous two entitled: Beatrice followed by the Black Grotto.   

Vortex combines accurate presentations of real locations in Scotland—both from the past and present.  It reads as a great novel, but also has descriptions one would find in a screen play, giving one easily created visuals of the details of day to day life, magical happenings, and the feelings of intense human emotions generated by the interaction and struggle between good and evil found in the world.  

These three books will not disappoint and will be hard to put down—especially Vortex.

 

Friday, October 24, 2025

Updating The ROOMS’ SERIES—New Chapter 1 Excerpt Included!

 

 


The Rooms' Series


With all that’s happening around the world today, this unique science fiction series is more relevant today than ever. That’s why I’ve decided to create a new updated version of the two-book series. I’ll let you know when it’s done, and they are both available on Amazon.



Below, I’ve included an excerpt from the first book in the series, ROOMS!


Chapter 1

O-244


Ever since he was very young, Rad had always been able to see his life laid out in front of him very clearly. He would travel from one lifeglobe to another, do his job during the day, and then spend the rest of his time training, preparing, and educating himself to play the Rooms’ circuit at night and on free-days.

Becoming an elite player was all that he had ever wanted, and as he conquered one Room, he would move on to the next. It was his identity, and it was what most young people inside a lifeglobe ever thought about. It took them places, holographically, provided experiences, challenged them, and gave them a sense of the universe that they otherwise could never have had. And as the Rooms improved and advanced technologically, they also became more demanding, enticing, and addictive. So, what had happened? What had made him do what he’d done that night?

 

***

 

Rad returned to his flat and looked in the mirror. His hair, although a bit disheveled, was still black and full, his eyes still pools of blue, and his skin more brown and darker than most who lived in a lifeglobe. But something was different. His face now carried a series of red blotches that made the memory of what he had done come flooding back. And there was something else—something that no one could see in the mirror but him. He had changed inside.

Rad slowly pulled himself away from the reflection and sat down on his bed. He stared through the outview of his flat, looking out towards where it had all happened. It had only been thirty minutes or so since the event, but it had been long enough that it was beginning to feel a bit surreal. He could still see it in his mind, but the memory was slightly skewed and caused him to shiver. Why had he taken such a chance?

As the minutes passed, one word kept intruding on Rad’s thoughts and eventually escaped his lips. Outside!” Outside, beyond the barriers, the walls, and the plastishield dome lay a forbidden place—a dangerous, wild, and unforgiving place where very few from any lifeglobe ever ventured. Sure, the maintenance crews, engineers, miners, and scientists had to go there at times, but the normal populace would never consider it. It had been an unwritten law throughout the galaxy for generations: you could fry your brains or be exposed to hazardous chemicals and toxins. You could easily die of exposure. Your survival suit could malfunction. There was no air, no water, no food… But Rad had done it. He had been there; he had survived, and he never wanted to forget it. It was more than just an experience, far more than a simple holographic Rooms’ adventure. He knew that it would forever be a seminal moment in his life.

He stood and walked over to his desk, took out pen and paper, sat down, and started writing it all down: every feeling, every second, every thought.

 

O-244 was my first assignment on a lifeglobe away from my parents. Everything was new and vibrant. I loved every part of it. I had a great job, was meeting people on my own, and this lifeglobe was a lot more exciting than the one where I’d lived with my family. I’d chosen this assignment because of its Rooms’ circuit, and it was also close enough to my parents’ home that we could visit each other once in a while.

O-244 is a lunar planet. It has no atmosphere. It hovers far from its parent planet, which happens to be a gas giant. Its surface is rugged, with colors of black and tan due to the minerals and rocks within its crust. Viewing it from inside the lifeglobe seems immediately mysterious and beautiful. When I first arrived, I remember thinking, ‘I wonder what it would be like to walk outside on its surface?’

After I got here, I quickly settled into my first real job. I was part of the governing and planning council and enjoyed the work. We heard people’s complaints and problems and worked with the scientists, engineers, miners, and maintenance crews to help keep the lifeglobe running and functioning properly.

In the evenings and on my free-days, I began my preparations to become an elite Rooms’ player. The Rooms are an unbelievable form of entertainment, but you never enter them without a good deal of preparation. That is, unless all you want is to be an observer. If you plan on actually playing, you must study and train. Competing against other players, as well as advanced computer arrays, nanos, and holographic simulations, is not something to enter into lightly. I studied yoga, meditation, and planetary history. I also conducted as much research into the development of the Rooms as I could, and during that process, I learned a great deal about the human race’s ancestral home—Earth.

I did all of that, and after living, working, and playing the Rooms on O-244 for over three years, I finally arrived at the present, making me wonder,Why was life here not enough for me?’ I had friends, my work was satisfying, and my training and education had gone well. I was doing what I had always wanted to do. I was an accomplished and talented Rooms’ player—not elite yet, but better every day.

However, the confines of living inside a lifeglobe, along with a yearning that had developed from my studies, began eating at me. I was happy, and of course, I loved playing the Rooms, but something was missing. I found myself thinking about how the human race had once lived on Earth. Yes, they had to have shelters and clothes to protect them from the elements, but they were free to breathe the air, drink fresh water, eat food that had been grown from earth’s rich soil, and they could feel the sun, wind, and rain upon their skin.

As I went about my daily life, my mind fixated on that ancestral experience. It made its way into my dreams, and I found myself looking out through the domed lifeglobe at the surface of this beautiful moon, wondering how it would be to walk outside on its surface without anything between it and me.

So, the day came when I started planning. I spoke with a friend in maintenance who would lend me a survival suit and another friend, a scientist, who often went out onto the surface of O-244 to conduct experiments. Because of my standing on the council, I was able to get permission to exit the lifeglobe on the condition that I would go with my friend to look at his experiments and then return after no more than thirty minutes. Everything was ready.

The day came, and I met Charlie after work in the dressing room for Airlock-12. We casually chatted for a while and then entered the airlock. My survival suit was gray, featuring a simple, functional design that sealed my body from head to toe. An external airpack on the back had tubes that connected to my helmet. The facemask was made from thick plastishield and was tinted with a dense, yellowish film to protect my eyes and face. The whole suit was designed to minimize radiation exposure while remaining light enough to not be cumbersome. Charlie helped me into it, and I had him explain all the connections and features so that I understood how it worked. I practiced taking the facemask on and off a few times just to make sure I could do it.

Before we exited the lifeglobe, we checked each other’s suits and intercoms. Everything worked. Charlie put his code into the exterior door’s keypad. The door opened and then automatically sealed behind us. I can still remember the ‘whooshing’ sound.

I immediately felt lighter and off balance. The gravity on the moon’s surface was about a tenth of what we were used to inside the lifeglobe. It was an awkward sensation for a short time, but with Charlie’s help, I adapted.

Making our way to a shed nearby, we walked inside. Charlie explained his low-grav experiments where he was growing certain types of bioengineered plants inside the protective structure. It was interesting, but of course, that was not why I had come.

When we were done, we started walking back to the airlock. I was behind Charlie. He didn’t notice that I had stopped. The sun had just set. In the distance, I could see pinpoints of stars in the dark sky and a slight glow from the gas giant on the horizon. It would soon rise into the sky and become visible. I could also see the edge of some craters and a series of low mountains several kilometers away. I knew that the colors of the soil and rocks should be black and tan, but through my tinted facemask, the colors were distorted. The same was true for the glow from the gas giant and the stars that were blinking on above me.

The time had finally come. I glanced over my shoulder one last time; Charlie had continued walking toward the airlock. I reached up and prepared to unlock and remove my facemask. My heart was pounding, and I could feel my hands shaking. I wanted this, but it was not going to be easy. I would only have a few seconds before I had to replace the optical shield once it was removed.

I glanced once more towards Charlie, took a deep breath and unclipped the shield. I can still remember the sounds and sensations as it happened. There was a click as the shield released, and a loud rush of air moved past my face. I kept my eyes closed for the first several seconds but then opened them and had a moment of utter astonishment. My strong emotions made it extremely difficult to hold my breath, but I steadied myself and focused on the moment. The clarity and beauty of the world that I now saw, viewed without obstructions or glass barriers, was glorious. The horizon was crisp, the mountains larger and more pronounced, the stars burst across the black sky clear and bright, and the glow from the slowly rising gas giant was massive and multi-colored as it began to stretch across the horizon—all of it magnificent and unbelievably crystalline and real.

But then the hazardous nature of my situation transcended my excitement. I began to ache from the severe cold that threatened to freeze my skin. My lungs throbbed from the need to inhale, and my eyes were watering and clouding over from exposure to the elements. I hung on, but I was beginning to feel light-headed and dizzy—my head and ears pounding from the change in pressure.

My brain shrieked at me to replace the plastishield orb and re-pressurize my suit before I lost consciousness. Yet even then, despite the pain pulsing through my body, I maintained for a few more seconds. Alive! I was alive, and this was beyond my wildest dreams!

I replaced the cover just in time. My suit and helmet rapidly filled with oxygen, and my burning lungs took it in. I immediately felt the warmth from my suit as it relieved the incredible cold. Then a hand forcefully grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. I looked up into the frightened eyes of my friend and heard him yell, “What the hell were you doing, Rad? Is this why you brought me out here? You could have easily died! You crazy bastard! Damn you!”

I recovered and did my best to explain, but he was still angry and refused to discuss it. I did convince him to keep what had happened to himself, but I think I may have lost Charlie as a friend that night. Even so, seeing and experiencing the world without anything blocking or limiting me was an unbelievable phenomenon that I would never forget. Everywhere I’d ever been, there had always been the necessity to look through something—some barrier continually protecting me from the “out there.” Everyone was forever protected from the "out there.”